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Saturday, August 30, 2003

 

From Susie Mee* :

From My Grandmother's Diary,
West Armuchee, Georgia, 1887

"The last time I saw you
it was raining
and the road through the valley
had melted to clay.
When I stepped from the carriage--breathless
from holding your hand--
the leaves on the fig trees
seemed bright as hummingbirds.
When you left
without saying goodbye
Uncle Boris said it was sheer
negligence and best forgotten.
All day I threw stones into the creek
with a vengence, walking
backwards on them without falling.
In the fields, I blew hundreds of cotton bolls into the air,
each time calling your name."


*Susie Mee, The Undertaker's Daughter (New York: Junction Press,
1992) p. 24 (with permission)


chris at 5:01 AM |

Friday, August 29, 2003

 

Shopping with Fei, coming up tomorrow!


chris at 11:35 PM |

 

Poco Diablo
& Wasabi!

Our Winner is Here!


(warning: do not read unless you have qualified for ex/tend/ed mothering or financial aid at college level)

Finally, the best Google search of the week
yielding this blog (No doubt about it--
where you got the question,
Honey, we *are* the answer--
AMEN)
:

"upholstery" + "classes" + "in" + "DFW" + "area"

with the preposition, "in," being what Google calls a (shameless!) "common term" therefore having little meaning "in" the search...

I'm posting a sign-up sheet just around the corner in the hall, right there: (arrow pointing 179 degrees west, 20 north)

"In this course, we will learn
to repair all kinds of things,
from naugahyde lounge booths to Volkswagon Bus seats & Life's Loves, etc.
Make yr tuition checks payable to cmurray88@yahoo.com
Textbook: Kristen Prevallet's, um, "Scratch Sides"? (get yr book either from SPD or Skanky Possum, asap.

Homework Assignment for Upholstery 101 in DFWTexas & Mother Love: chew a wad consisting of 6 pieces of bubble gum. Let it spill from your mouth into the corner fold of your mother's 4Bh1U couch: the beautiful-Berber-upholstered-but-hopelessly-bourgeois couch. Let it sit for at least one month. Then "discover" it. Final exam credit: figure out how to clean that gum up and repair the beautiful but bourgeois couch. You don't have to bother to say you are sorry because your mother loves you no matter what you do and you already know this, have known it since you could know anything at all. And anyway it is her one mission in life to make you feel guilty since you are the center of everything she ever conceived of & etc, so that, in terms of language, it is most logical that her "tender" cycles will "tend"
to repeat .
              As in, tending to tend,
she does do.


chris at 10:40 PM |

 

Annie Finch on some interesting points about gender
& 19th century American poetry via Emily Dickinson,
with Ron Silliman responding to clarify his previous points:

Ron Silliman's blog.

Also, some further points and examples of School of Quietude poetry and representative poets.


chris at 7:26 PM |

 

From Joy Harjo* :

"Connection

"A hawk touches down
              the humming earth before Miami,
                  Oklahoma

        "You old Shawnee, I think
                  of your rugged ways
            the slick-floored bars and whiskey
            sour nights when the softer heart
                  comes apart.

"The Spokane you roam isn't City of the Angels
    but another kind of wilderness.
      You speed in a Ford truck and it's five
        in the morning, the sun and the dogs
              only ones up

"and you go home to red earth
            when you see a hawk
        crossing wires

              "touching down."


* Joy Harjo, She Had Some Horses, New York: Thunder's Mouth Press, 1983, 1997. p. 32.


chris at 6:21 PM |

 

# 1 (permanent) on the Wisdom Crush List, *Nick Piombino*
feelin' it for Kasey in the quandary of radio-float-BBC moments. Hang in there, All!

And btw: Nick, what a great foto of you and Toni at Berkeley Marina--just so happy!


chris at 3:50 AM |

 

Here is some poetry out of one of the new books** I got last night at B&N (see post below, gift from Pradeep).

Poetry good for understanding.

From Asger Schnack

"Aqua       [an excerpt]"


"let the poppy unfold itself let it intoxicate
itself in purple mascara by fits and starts as in a cue
for love soprano saxophone and equally wonderful
scent of lilac a late spring day an early autumn summer day
in flying position like a piece of twilight

"let us be like a freedom an oblong
or oval dream-machine without stop or break
like a postcard sent with longing in blue lack
of reason or any earlier insight i.e.
hanging on the outside jingling like a handful of coins

"without any knowledge of anything I move
into you without any knowledge of anything you
move into me like an elastic like an
elastic you move without any knowledge into
me I move without any knowledge into you

"if anything if anything will ever stand and possibly
remain standing then this weeping feeling
of fulfillment of gauzebandage on the outside of crazy
kisses of ice-cold stone floor after shower with your tongue
on the outside of your body like a snail or a pearl"


**The Jazz Poetry Anthology. Sascha Feinstein, Yusef Komunyakaa, eds. Bloomington: Indiana UP, 1991. p.190.



chris at 3:06 AM |

 

Kriti!
Kritika Kanthi!
Where are you?--
did you get home okay?
Hey, email me so I know you and your mom got home and all's well!


chris at 1:28 AM |

 

Had a blessed
gift of books
this week:
Pradeep Varadaraju, (email me, please, to let me know all is well!) former top flight computer lab technician at the UTA Writing Center, left for home: Banglore, India, (Hi, Pradeep--I hope the return trip was good & all is well for you and your family!) and he gave me a gift before he left: a Barnes and Noble card for books. Wow!-heaven! He also gave me a color photo-poster of Niagara Falls at night: I grew around all that Niagara stuff and it is so wonderful to have it again now to see everyday in my office (thanks, Pradeep!). Pradeep just found that world wonder recently when he took an internship in Boston and traveled around the northeastern US, and he really, really, loves that Niagara place. Keep On, Pradeep!

So I went on a great expedition to B & N tonight and bought some Berry Berry Vine Books! :)
(many thanks, Pradeep)

Of course, the books I picked are all poetry:

The Jazz Poetry Anthology (eds., Sascha Feinstein & Ysef Komunyakaa): this is lookin like my favorite right now--so many soundful poems...

Song of the Simple Truth: Obra Poetica Completa de Julia de Burgos: well, she rocks & nothing i say can affect that at all. I really want to read every single word of both languages on this one, and this is a very thick volume... My future students will love me for this, right? :) Yes is the only answer.

The Spoken Word Revolution (ed. Mark Eleveld) [even tho apparently Eleveld had help from Billie Collins (whatever help could that possibly be? I'm mystified, in the John Berger & biblical Job sense)--I bought it anyway because I want to hear what it has, even if BC messed w' it]. I do have my doubts: it looks pretty. tame. ah well.

The Best Am Poetry '03: have to have it. I have to say I like Yusef Komunyakaa, too, so I guess I differ from some folks around he-ah in blog-tow-town! So, such is life, nay?

Thus, I have lots of new reading even though I have little time for it right now. Will probably look into lengthening the night, oh night,
to have the pleasure of knowing these new loverlies.






chris at 12:45 AM |

 

Chomping on the wasabies--
they are so hot & so gooooood.
Got Peter Gabriel in my room...
(hah) rollin around the changer,
doing old stuff:
"I Don't Remember":
a better song now than ever before.
Sting's got nothin on this man's narrative, dialogue, character *displosion.*
In fact, didn't Sting sorta frip off this ethos from Gabriel?
Mr.Dr.MaestroSting
with all his acadmic creds? Sucks, if so, I s'pose.

But hey, here's Gabriel, just a blingtzzz
here and there of iron age
heavy metal,
comes in right before "Sledgehammer"
on this CD (I just went out and got it second hand store tonight
and I am glad but I confess: I lived thru this stuff. Really.
& I like it like that...
Peter Gabriel was.is. the little reco'd innovator genius of some meeuuz
fine ailes
for 20 yr long past chrono log if we have to--ahhh do we?--
have one.
but yeah, down side is now what the heck he wz
doing seems so visiblow. There is one very fine musical and vocal tribute to Bikko (sic) on this CD.

Wz it all just tryin to be somethin the meeuuz
of ths W guy couldn't
be: (myth of) authentic plus
fusion with blackness *& then orig
blackness capture
as sound. Oh
the sorry, sorry
eighties, ya kno?
Still, someone here--Gabriel?--wz trying to do something with all that.

Tell me: write me: email me:
how many of you buying muz then
bought this stuff?

I do not think Gabriel did this, his meeuuz,
on the same accelerated yuppie profit motive
rip off every cultural motive so to own the train

that did, say,
Sting.
Tell me if ya kno better, please.

hmbl.thx.
c


chris at 12:00 AM |

Thursday, August 28, 2003

 

Paolo Leminski, from Meta(/other)poems, translated by Chris Daniels; edited by Chris Chen (Berkeley: Grand Quiskadee Press, 2003--where "Translation Fights Cultural Narcissism") :

nothing the sun
could never explain

all the moon more
chic yet still plain

such flowers do not
fade in the rain


Disencountraries

          I told the word to rhyme,
it didn't obey me.
          It talked about sea, sky, a rose,
all Greek, all silence, prose,
          It seemed beside itself,
the silent syllable.

          I told the sentence: dream;
it went into a maze.
          In poetry, this is what must be:
you mobilize an army
        and fell a fallen dynasty.



chris at 7:33 PM |

 

I like this statement of purpose on the syllabus that Josh Corey is giving his students. Yes, "imaginative" & "writing"--that works well. And Dale Smith, cited in the previous post below, has also been thinking in terms of what might limit or free up "imagination." He writes, memorably, about how we live with "a division of mind and spirit that for hundreds of years has dominated the big Western shove to colonize the imagination." I like this focus on how constraint of imagination can be realized and then the effects counterbalances, at the least, if not entirely freed (there I go again: the notion of an "entirely freed" imagination would be a little too neo-romantica, I suppose).


chris at 6:18 PM |

 

Heard from Kent Johnson today:
Classes started there, too, so he's busy with the class preparations. But not to worry. He will be having some fun goin' fishing for the Labor Day holiday weekend:
Hell, yes!--many happy reel-in's, Kent!


But on the lit side of reelin' (sorry, couldn't resist making use of this perfectly adequate, wide-open pun), check out this terrific review by Dale Smith at Possum Pouch of Kent Johnson's and Forrest Gander's translation of Jaime Saenz, Immanent Visitor: Selected Poems.


chris at 5:06 PM |

 

Here are 2 journal entries that my dear friend Cedrick May (Hi, Ced!!) sent to me for posting. He started journaling in 1998 while staying with me and my children during a Christmas visit. He had received a journal book as a gift from us. He's perfected this art for his purposes, I see, especially in the entry below, Part 2, where he cites from readings and comments or fuses his own takes on the topic of dreams/dreaming. He writes so fluently in this form that I hope my exposition students will read this and find it helpful in terms of discovering their own ways of writing in a similar mode and form.

This past year Ced completed his dissertation at Penn State Univ, on early African American literary history, and accepted a fine job offer from Auburn University in Birmingham, Alabama,where he just started teaching last week, 2 world literature courses and 1 African American Literature course. He's very happy there, and says the students are great! Cedrick doesn't blog and isn't what is conventionally refered to as a "creative writer," but he does a lot of essay writing and belles lettres journaling, as well as having created a website (in progress), put together especially with his students in mind: Ced's Site .


from Cedrick May's Journal:

"PART I
ƒrom the time I woke up, I knew there was going to be trouble. I found myself unable to sleep at 4:30am. I didn't get to bed till 2:30 because there was a book-tv event on C-SPAN that I didn't want to miss. The show was a lecture about W.E.B DuBois, and I didn't want to miss it because the speakers were Playthell Benjamin and Stanley Crouch, two excellent scholars. That was the best part of the day, because when I woke up, at 4:30, I found out that the software I was trying to download over the night had stalled, so I had to start over again. When I finally downloaded the updated operating system, I found out my CD burner wouldn't mount so I could save the files to it. This part of the operation was essential. The updates won't install without the disks.

"Well, I gave up trying to fix whatever bugs were thwarting me and went for a run in the rain. It was a light drizzle, but it was nice because it was cool without being cold. The last few days have been tremendously humid. Even though the temperature never got over 75°, the humidity made it feel like a sauna. Today's cool weather and rain was a nice change, but it was gloomy all day, too. I came home, showered, went to breakfast at the Waffle Shop and went in to the office to find out that the network was running slow. It took me five minutes to log into my computer and another five minutes to open my email application and download *five* emails. I decided I couldn't get anything at all done this way, so I came home and moved my computer into the living room so I wouldn't be cooped up in my room working for, yet, another day in the same spot. "


"PART II
"I have been thinking about dreams for the last couple of days. I've went back to some of my favorite books and found two extraordinary passages concerning dreams. The first is by Borges, the second, Don Delillo:

Arthur Shopenhauer wrote that dreaming and wakefulness are the pages of a single book, and that to read them in order is to live, and to leaf through them at random, to dream.
Borges, 'When Fiction Lives in Fiction'--1939

The dead have a presence. Is there a level of energy composed solely of the dead? They are also in the ground, of course, asleep and crumbling. Perhaps we are what they dream.
Delillo,'White Noise'--1985

"Delillo, of course, speaks with a bit of tongue in cheek, which is his tendency, but I think that these two passages reflect the same idea. They attempt to reconcile the apparently disparate states of consciousness and unconsciousness, life and death. I believe that we tend to equate consciousness (or to be awake) with life and living. Meanwhile, unconsciousness (or to be asleep) is thought of as a kind of death. Through this line of thinking, every night we die to dream of a brief eternity, and when we die, it is a state of perpetual, eternal dreaming.

"These two writers bring a belief of my own into sharp relief. Just as water and ice are both H2O, so are living and dreaming two states of the same reality. I have tried to collapse the distinction between dreams and life. Too often, I hear people say that they abandoned some pursuit because it 'was just a dream.' This, I believe, is wrong thinking. It is the dreams we have that give us direction and sustain life.

"Physically, human beings must dream in order to get sufficient rest from their sleep. Anyone deprived of dreaming will lapse into insanity and potentially even risk death. This is a medical truth. I believe giving up dreams in our wakeful times has the same effect on our souls. This is not the metaphysical soul prophets dream will one day go to some heaven after death, but the spirit of our being, the here-and-now psyche that defines the way we see and interact with the world. Dreams sustain the soul and make us whole. Without this collaboration of mental states, we would be condemned to a mechanistic existence, simply going through the motions of life without living. We do not exist in order to dream, we dream in order to exist. It is this thought that makes me most happy when I think about these two passages."

Many thanks, Ced, for sending this.



chris at 3:32 AM |

 

I enjoyed reading this insightful report (on Tuesday, 26 Aug) from Catherine Meng at Porthole Redux, about Sunday's 21 Grand (Oakland) book release party for Kasey Silem Mohammad and Noah Eli Gordon. Congratulations to authors Kasey and Noah on fine work, and to James Meetze for publishing it.


chris at 3:04 AM |

Tuesday, August 26, 2003

 

Deciding on readings for my syllabus. Looking right now at John Berger, excerpts from Ways of Seeing (tho I have hand-outs from recent short stories of his too, that mix autobioG with Borges-like fictional takes), and W.E.B. Dubois, The Meaning of Progress (a favorite of mine, especially where he talks about what it took to become a teacher--He really is the Man). Trying to decide which of several powerful pieces to choose from in *Ways of Reading* (Bartholomae & Petrosky eds.). A favorite with me but not always with students: Ralph Ellison, on "Laughing Barrels," a passage difficult for students for some reason--the majority read/interpret it very literally, when he seems to be going for something far wider and culturally critical. This is all in a course-thread on writerly ethos. All while I am crunching on wasabies, and oooooooooo these are HOT!!!--they take the inside of yr head for a quick relay race around the neon yellow roped-off track-- in some ways like those itty bitty chiles that nothing calms but milk, love, & time, ya kno? I'm opting for the Ellison, definitely, and heck, will work in the DuBois and Berger. People will just have to read a lot here, and variously. Be like eaters of wasabies? Next up: writerly chicks--what have they to say about all this history of writing?--Hah!--we are looking here to the poets for some provocative stuff of the stuff.



chris at 10:49 PM |

 

Check out the Tuesday post here: Jack Kimball on new variations of discourse mix-it-ups between "real" & "machine" (boundaries for neither being very easy to distinguish at this point in time). Interesting commentary-- Thanks.


chris at 10:35 PM |

 

Tim, safe traveling!

And here's wishing Li enjoyment of new-found peace of mind (I know how that is, *exactly*) & no more computer problems!


chris at 10:04 PM |

 

New academic year and fall semester began today (well, Monday: yesterday, really). My first day of teaching is tomorrow (Tuesday, yikes: today)--an afternoon writing/theory course--I prefer afternoons (maybe because I'm up half the night writing?). I love teaching. Out of all the kinds of work I've done (waitress, bartender, bank teller, NPS camp ground ranger, airline bag handler & ticket agent, office worker, to name a few) teaching is what I like best--as you might suppose. This course is on essay writing, advanced exposition--using an anthology called Ways of Reading, and I've added Kristen Prevallet's Scratch Sides. It should be interesting. I wasn't going to have students do anything with blogs, but I may change my mind. I found myself thinking it over repeatedly today. And if exposition is a vital part of essay writing (it is) as well as a vital part of blog writing (it is), then why not? Many students may not have regular access to computers. True. So, give choices for fulfilling assignments... . See: I'm talking myself into it. Have been all day. More on that later this week. Next semester is a creative writing seminar, poetry. That's going to rock.

I see Deborah's got something I get, too. What I call my transitional blues thinking over the new semester. It goes away immediately when the teaching actually starts, but for a week or so beforehand, everything feels all ungrounded and floaty--nothing wants to stick and be real. At least that's how it is for me.
What Deborah is describing sounds similar. My sympathies to you, Deborah, and best wishes for a great semester!

But what Deborah's really got down in that post is what Texas urban life is like when you venture outside on your own!--you won't hear it's mundanity and it's quizzical pedestrian experimental side (almost no one here walks when they want to get somewhere, and certainly not on a road) described any better than this, believe me. Check it out. Thanks, Deborah!


chris at 3:34 AM |

 

De Campos,"Poetry," & Doing It:
All (not in, so much as) *With*
Words

[A You-May-Want-to-Stop-Reading-Here-Warning: a large portion of text in this post has been removed due to copyright quandary]


De Campos composed a masterful, scathing critique of the rhetorical-yet-more-especially- the-*material*-relations of the social condition that is poetry, "Ode (Explicit)... ," and [text removed due to copyright quandary] Judging from this poem, de Campos had (as it were) a 'bone to pick' with questions of how "poetry" can possibly intervene or perhaps even intercede [ text removed due to copyright quandary]? in the everyday life of everyday folks who are, necessarily, scrambling around trying to make for themselves a better life--they are the ambiguous, ambivalent, but most importantly, the ambitious [ text removed due to copyright quandary] who do not know what to do with "poetry" but think and say they do--initially, and notoriously, they "hate" it. Yet, they are subjects.

[ text removed due to copyright quandary] limit themselves: they take poetry only at what they perceive, receive, or understand as its base levels. They got this tendency from somewhere: from traditions, in terms of the most base of sexual similitudes: the figure of woman as haetara--basically poetry is a whore, though a nice and entertaining one. [text removed due to copyright quandary] could do more, a lot more, yet they have not. This should sound very familiar historically. And: what about today, as in now?

De Campos--love him: his questions went out to "poetry" as he saw it being abusedly exercised, widely, at the time. A time not so long ago?--thus maybe we can be asking similarly today how the same might be functioning? Um, yes: and thank you. He knew that this most distilled, spiritually energizing, maximal power-use of language had more to it than the [text removed due to copyright quandary] or any of its makers in the moment, were aware of or attempting to tap.

The following two poems [were removed due to copyright quandary] continue a skeptical, absolutely (literally!) *inquistive* thread, ominous for its invocation of Orwell's sensibility and novel of (in)famous familiarity in mid- to late twentieth century western literary thinking. Here is social critique distilled to max & offered as poetically a *maximus* kind of equalizing economy. Note how, significantly, the "1984..." poem does not, like Orwell's novel, suggest a captured or snapped up short (thus a somewhat more sheltered sense of moment for the reader) moment in time. Rather, the poem calls out the ongoing, the continuum: what is the inception of an "era"--which is to say, a commonplace sensibility, one that intellectuals now cannot help but seek for sharper awareness, one hopes. But this effect?--really the problem is too familiar, too muddied (thus still applicable--too): how to question what seems so overwhelmingly in power, as in culturally holding hegemonic sway. Think, then, about why someone like Geo Bush Jr could be same, against all apparent intellectual reasonings. Some kind of sway at work, then. What?

Haroldo de Campos :



[text removed due to copyright quandary]


I am so glad that [text removed due to copyright quandary] has decided to give these particular threads some attention because it gives us all entry to new ways to think and question what is going on right now in terms of cultural sway, or suasiveness--how ideas persuade and become cultural currency. This is so in terms of trying to highlight a generalized understanding of current ideological functionings and substances, the prospects of what might be in that dialectic and what, recently, has been: think, as does the poem, of uses in the past and now being made of "uranium"-- in 1984 and in "1984" (multilevels: memory of that year as we all lived it individually and collectively, also, in Orwell and in the poem: notice all these layers!) which indicates the making of bombs of the absolutely most destructive impetus, plain and simple.

What other earth-found elements or substances might fit in a similar function now?--well, we could think about what the (here in TX) oil "politicos" continue to soft-sell-feed *into the stream,* what that function-materially and rhetorically, is "up to." But we have known this. For how long?

So, let it be said that here that a "we" via these poems, have raised a few old questions about gender and poetry (again), first, but that is not all: let's just give this multi-mutilating-function a name in relation to poetry today--our beloved *avant*--if only for purposes of self-awareness: how about calling the sources by name? Let's say, a concentrated impetus of conservative Right Wing, an impetus serving capital's highest, material self-interest, at the expense of all else, is still happening as it was when De Campos wrote the poems--right now? That is, I want to give this kind of thing a name and run with it aloud, ya kno? So we know what sad momentum we're dealing with in this our own, and our only (for, who of us can really claim that there is more than this?--one?) midst, our living moment.

Primo paradox for human intellect to continue to consider (a la Nabokov?): a creature the size of a matchstick with a few seeming-papers strategically attached to limbs can navigate the world for seasons turning to ages--without disturbing the world's natural tendencies toward renewal and continuity. That is, the "monarch" butterfly will travel each season and do so continually for ages between S. America and N. But the upright though awkward, sometimes loveable, sometimes cruel, human being, with agile hands in lieu of wings, and way too much paper self invention with infinite words, has managed to travel or to do--What?--comparatively, so far?-in terms of not disturbing vital natural tendencies toward renewal and continuity?
Poetry [ removed due to copyright quandary]?


chris at 12:36 AM |

Sunday, August 24, 2003

 

A poetry post was deleted from here due to copyright quandary.

chris murray


chris at 5:34 PM |

 

Points for Departure

Tomorrow, Kriti and her mom will be on their way back to Banglore, India. I'm feeling a little sad for us all and I know they are too, but I'm also glad for them that they are finally able to go home again, and with a great sense of accomplishment and fulfilled purpose, since Kriti goes home with her new master's degree in hand--thus as she says, "YaY! now I can have a life!" Yesterday when I saw them to say goodbye Kriti's mom gave me this interesting litany of paradoxes for our times, so I thought I'd pass a portion of it along:

"The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings, but shorter tempers; wider freeways, but narrower viewpoints; we spend more, but have less, we buy more, but enjoy it less. We have bigger houses and smaller families, more conveniences but less time, we have more degrees, but less sense; more knowledge but less judgement; more experts, but more problems; more medicine, but less wellness. We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values. We talk too much, love too seldom, and hate too often. We've learned how to make a living, but not a life; we've added years to life, not life to years. We've been all the way to the moon and back, but have trouble crossing the street to meet a new neighbor. We've conquered outer space, but not inner space; we've cleaned up the air [um... not here in DFW, tho...] but polluted the soul; we've split the atom, but not our prejudice. We have higher incomes, but lower morals; we've become long on quantity, but short on quality. These are the times of tall men, and short character; steep profits and shallow relationships. These are the times of ... more kinds of food, but less nutrition. A time when technology can bring this letter to you, and a time when you can choose either to make a difference... or just hit delete."

Hmmm... well, it's highly possible that Alexander Pope would like this rhetorical structure--or at least give a nod of recognition. It should also be said that despite its heavier-than-thou guilt tripping mode (Kriti's mom and I agreed ) this litany certainly rings true in many places. Presumably most folks do want to make a difference, though--so that last bit of guilt-trip is a little excessive and could have been dispensed with. But even that does not lessen the impact of this stack of apt statements inviting pro-active responses.

Happy, safe return to home, Kriti and mom!





chris at 3:25 PM |

 

from Mervyn Taylor* :


"Reminders

"He cooked like this, the old
lefthander, he stirred the pot
from the middle, the contents
falling back on themselves
as she felt lifted and dropped
into the burning sugar,
for he was from the islands
where they seldom do without it."
(43)



"Preposition

I dreamed I met you
at the zoo. You were
feeding the bears and
giving them names.

You especially liked
one little fellow who
kept hiding behind
his mother.

Finally he peeked out,
amazed at the world
and a lady with
a space in her teeth

he could just
walk up to and
take some sugar
from."
(92)


"Orinoco

"Crossing the sea the river
enters the island, mouth
red as a paradise plum.
A tall bird stands in the current,
legs like stilts under its body.
I wave away the ships
that call here, I paint myself
a Carib so fierce they keep
their coins in their pockets.

"Inland they wonder where
I found you. They peek,
rice growing into their nostrils.
They've never seen a bird
leave a swamp and feed from'
a man's hand without a croc's
tail sprout from his behind,
only his eyes blind a little
from searching for the source."
(71)

*Mervyn Taylor, The Goat (San Diego: Junction Press, 1999).




chris at 2:54 AM |

 

Kriti and her mom are leaving on Monday. I went Saturday to say goodbye (until the wedding next spring/summer--date has yet to be decided), and had some nice rice. Thanks, Kriti! We love you! Farewell.


chris at 2:24 AM |

 

Raising the Fund: Carnegie or Anywhere E

E, hell! remnants
of 60s grow more cinematic
chia pet across
my wide of:
PBS. Just now I flipped
on TV no sound--

supply me some soul, E:
Elton John at--looks like?--
Carnegie or equally sure, everywhere
must be a sumwhere
& oh E god
you're this hard working tux dragon
fly soul--makes rounds
of winged baroque sunglassed
cherub laid-backfast patterned Plink Plink
ebony & ivory of nice

confident, casting a shoulder eye
to another newbie flute sell out
girl flipping her dark hair all over the pink
screen spilled piano forte retread in Camay
soap billboards for the freeway
ever-while, & E so unbothered

in all those bluish touch-me lights
the prog producer keeps thrashing
all over the absolute otter
of your waiting E

body. E say, Pling Pling this is only piano, baby.

Just one dangling thing:
catch me, catch my
catch my eye
diamond earring,
sparkly wag puppy tail here stand-in
for Africanish mines of un

dignity, death. I swear by E
you are just
lookin' my man

so relatively, positively
late & gabby unfortunate
as Di
fly fishing is good I hear in Minnesota
newsreels so in another time's desire
wall of light we are lovin'
it & will keep up the hard
on of a sponsor like oh come
on now--insert
trademark coverage
to satisfy the law
here--Texaco.



chris murray


chris at 12:24 AM |

 

From Clarice Lispector, A Hora da Estrela (Hour of the Star)* (translated by Giovanni Pontiero) :

"Everything in the world began with yes. One molecule said yes to another molecule and life was born. But before prehistory there was the prehistory of prehistory and there was the never and there was the yes. ... surely words are actions." (11, 15)

"I ask you:--What is the weight of light?" (86)

"... I ask myself how am I going to cope with so many facts without coming to grief. The figurative suddenly appeals to me. I create human action and tremble. Suddenly I crave the figurative like the painter who only uses abstract colors but wants to prove that he does so deliberately and not because he has no talent for drawing. In order to draw the girl, I must control my emotions. In order to capture her soul, I must nourish myself frugally on fruit and drink chilled white wine because it is stifling in this cubby-hole where I have locked myself away and where I feel a sudden urge to see the world. I've also had to give up sex and football. And avoid all human contact. Shall I go back one day to my former way of life? I seriously doubt it. ... the word is my instrument and must resemble the word. Or am I not a writer? More actor than writer, for with only one system of punctuation at my disposal, I juggle with intonation and force another's breathing to accompany my text.

"I forgot to mention that the record that is about to begin--for I can no longer bear the onslaught of facts--is written under the sponsorship of the most popular soft drink [certainly not the most popular tea] in the world even though it does not earn me anything; a soft drink that is distributed throughout the world. It is the same soft drink that sponsored the recent earthquake in Guatemala. Despite the fact that it tastes of nail polish, toilet soap and chewed plastic. None of this prevents people from loving it with servility and subservience. ... this drink is today. It allows people to be modern and to move with the times." (22-23)

*Clarice Lispector, A Hora da Estrela translated by Giovanni Pontiero (Great Britain: Carcanet. 1986)


 

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